I hate this place and I want to leavveeeewe
you seem unwell. is there some way i can help?
i don’t mean help to leave the forum, but rather to help you with your need to create situations in your life that fuel a sense of hate and anger. this is a clear sign that you are holding unresolved trauma, so i won’t take anything you say personally
clearly you feel that no-one listens to you, since you go to enormous lengths to get a rise or reaction, but that’s fine. what do you need?
having you account deleted is not going to help this. sorry to be blunt, but i am fairly certain that this pattern is probably expressed elsewhere in your life, so solving the root issue might resolve both the forum situation and the other related things
you are the master of your life. you have agency and control and you can make choices about what you want to do.
you are here because, at some level, you want to be here. if that means experiencing anger and hate, it is because, somewhere, you want anger and hate.
once you can address the actual reasons, you will most likely become indifferent toward this forum. doesn’t that sound better?
There is nothing left for me here at all I’ll be gone soon
Stop replying unless it’s help to delete the account
it can be difficult to hear these things. i know, because i went through this as well. it is reasonable for you to feel angry toward people that have hurt you. sure, fuck those guys
i am not one of those guys. i honestly couldn’t care less about it one way or another. my point is that you default to anger, and that could use a bit of work
heck, i’m even offering to help. you’re pissed, i get it, and it’s fine if you’re pissed at me too. my offer still stands
I want nothing but for the ability to leave lol
Account deleted not log off no that’s not how it works
i actually don’t believe it. i think you want a hell of a lot more than that, but you are fixation on the point of being removed from the forum as a demonstrate of a core desire
best guess is that you repeatedly experienced being shut out by a person who should love you (parents do this a lot) and the habit of attempting to reconnect through loudness and swearing has taken root
it’s not really you, it’s just a learned behaviour, a bad habit, like smoking. i have plenty of them, so no judgement, but it’s just easier when you can see them
Oh I see it buddy your making my flip out to be deleted you’re digging to deep into it
I just want deleted from here I sent emails multiple emails it’s crazy
i’m just not afraid of human connection. we are all trained to be avatars, and i prefer to be real
Here is something real…
Message your little buddies and get this account deleted
soz, no buddies there. wish i could help (i really do) but got nothing on that front
i’m not doing this to flip you out or wind you up. you can do that perfectly well on your own. i am just saying that life doesn’t have to be this difficult. i am painfully aware of the shit that surrounds us, i carry it every fucking day, but i’m just saying that there is room for something new, and that having a choice is important
this isn’t some whimsical bs, i really live and act in this frame daily. i would say i “genuinely” give a shirt, but this word has lost all meaning
Words mean nothing here. I’ve lost my last sliver of respect. I’m choosing to leave tech spaces all together and that means deleting the accounts after this last session nope I want deleted